right in this moment

i walked to aloulette lake today. i hadn’t been since last march. we drove and you helped me film my little art project. i remember after we went for diner food and split a milkshake. all summer i think i avoided going because the drive and hike reminded me of you.

then today in the stillness of the crisp winter air the silence didn’t seem as loud. i heard children laughing on the beach collecting rocks. my ipod played this song and i let myself grieve fully for the first time.

my warm tear stung cold cheeks.

but it’s all right. i’m all right.

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2 responses to “right in this moment

  1. It’s good that you are claiming back your spaces. And, of course, a little Freelance Whales never hurts.

  2. No, that is a great tune. Thanks for putting it on the mix!

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