I worry about you all the time. If a long time passes and we haven’t talked, I wonder if you could have fallen and hurt yourself.
i never think that i could cause one(s) to worry. i am so used to being on the other side. when the above was said to me today my first reaction was to throw back a smart remark, but i didn’t. so i guess this is me, growing up.
this stemmed partially from hearing news that i have go back in for more tests. something came back on the mri that they need to “look further into,” whatever that means.
there are so many other things going on right now, its easy to slip into the melancholy of it all. yet i’m clawing my way up so that doesn’t happen, because there are a few positive things going on as well. yes, a few. plans to look forward to even. one of those is a road trip back across the country in a very short amount of time.
i hope we’ll get to sit in the big muskoka chair this time.
bless this country.