i am somewhat terrified to see my mobile bill for the coming month.
i wish there were better long distance plans offered between the USA and Canada outside of land lines. i’ve made peace with the outrageous international fees, but i feel something should be done within North America at least.
there is still no real news with my grandmother. she is still in the hospital and will probably be remaining there for a while to regain her strength to take more tests. so biopsy’s and other scopes won’t be for weeks now. my parents are going down in a few weeks, but are in contact with her daily. i’m trying to call every other day, but she’s discovered bingo in the recreation centre, so she’s hard to get a hold of now. at least that part of her is back and well. ;)
i consider myself a pretty calm and patient person but it seems that every aspect of my life these days is in limbo and its extremely frustrating.
i know where i want to live, but i cannot just pick up and move like a did a few years back. now i have to go ‘where the job is’ instead of picking a city first. only being able to make plans (at most) a few months in advance is just taking its toll. nothing is for certain, and while there’s a part of me that enjoys this aspect, the other part loathes it. must be the gemini in me.
i think the long distance relationship is also wearing on me. we spend so much concentrated time together during visits (which is great) but when we’re apart, i like that time as well. just when you get use to one, it flips and its hard to deal with.
oh, did i mention we got a new roommate? she’s nice. but i’m now living with two extreme sport junkies and croc wearers.
can you guess which shoes belong to me in this photo?