You know when someone you care about hurts you and you pass the anger stage, and numbness sets in?
That’s kind of my state at the moment, and its so frustrating because I honestly don’t know what to say to him.
Him, being The Boy. Who, fucked up so incredibly bad, it may have left permanent (besides emotional) physical damage.
All of this on the heals of the long weekend…and our meetup in Vancouver tomorrow. I’m really glad at this moment that I have some amazing friend visits to look forward to, because if I just had to deal with the fallout of this, I don’t think I’d be making the trip.
Where would we be without our friends, eh?
I’m off to paint, and get out my pissed off music…which given my penchant for handclaps is actually hard to find. Suggestions welcome.