I need to start updating this space more regularly again, I know.
Trouble is I’ve been distracted with other social sites (cough Instagram).
You can check out my profile here and see what I’ve been up to.
Also, I’m in love with this photo. I want to create an art project with it.
I made that decision today.
Or this morning. To be specific: 8.34am.
And by home, I mean the east coast. Right now, southern Ontario.
Sure, the decision may have come from days of exhaustion and the fact I have not been able to keep down food since Saturday. But in my sobbing (yet no tears due to dehydrated state), I realized exactly what I wanted.
I need my family closer, and although I love my friends here, my heart is hurting for the ones on the other side now.
If I can’t find another job by the end of the year, I am seriously considering quitting and just moving back.
Something I’ve never considered before today.
Keep your digits crossed some of the leads I have follow through!
digging the cover below lately.
excited for next week and visits from the east coast.
hoping all the drama and paperwork involved with importing a vehicle will be handle soon. complete mess.
determined to tackle the heaps of laundry in my bedroom. mainly, so i will be able to close the closet door. it’s been a month of living out of a suitcase, time to start fresh.
remembering how much i love peanut butter and bananas.
that’s what Google asked me when i typed in the following:
fluorometholone suspension ophtalmique (one of the three eye drops i’m on right now, four times a day to repair cornea damage) and weird metal taste in mouth.
do you mean taste perversion and FML? (the acronym for the drug, but also interweb slang for ‘fuck my life’)
why yes, Google, i do!
after i changed all the water filters in my house i couldn’t shake this horrible taste from my mouth, which i noticed yesterday in spin class while trying to drink from my water bottle. even water tastes horrid. i have to be on these drops for a month.
damn you eyes!
these eye drop steroids better work. not only are my eyes sore, i’m tired of looking like i have some kind of addiction problem with strung out bloodshot eyes all the time. and i have nice eyes.
anyway, happy thanksgiving!
what kind of pie did everyone eat?
find me anywhere but here.
except i’m not sorry.
merely inspired for the first time in a long time. it’s amazing how a few little changes in your life can remind you of everything that was missing.
life is good. for the moment. and that’s all that matters.
I’ve been trying to stay away from the computer when I get home, as I’m attempting to repair from damage to my corneas. Apologies for lack of updates.
As you can see, bloodshot eyes are bloodshot.
They’ve been like this for about a year or so, and constantly hurt. I went to the eye doctor last week, and in addition to getting a stronger prescription (for reading), he told me I’m either sleeping with my eyes partially open, or not blinking enough.
I’ve got two kinds of drops to use each day, and hopefully they’ll start to work soon. I go back next month to check-up.
I had to laugh though when the doctor suggested I have someone watch me sleep to see if it’s during slumber my eyes are drying out.
Yes, I’ll get right on that!
“Hey, wanna come back to my place and watch me sleep. Literally.”
I’m sure that’d be a good pick-up line.
unable to get the new Mountain Goats record off repeat.
have a full dance card until late October. so many trips, visits and concerts to look forward to!
trying to live in the moment, and not fall head over heels.
hoping the insurance and mess with my car goes smoothly in the coming weeks. what a debacle that has turned into.
have a craving for cake. specifically pumpkin. perhaps i’m smelling fall…