A Day

Do you ever feel like you are really busy, but in a mundane kind of way?
Its just past 4pm and I’m readying myself for staying late and putting final touches on the exhibition. Well, there is still a large chunk to do – a DVD – but the panels, etc have been hung, and artefacts [...]

full of broken thoughts

You know when someone you care about hurts you and you pass the anger stage, and numbness sets in?
That’s kind of my state at the moment, and its so frustrating because I honestly don’t know what to say to him.
Him, being The Boy. Who, fucked up so incredibly bad, it may have left permanent (besides [...]

sigh

I really needed quiet this weekend to finish a major project I am working on.
My roommate decided to throw a party this eve, not giving me any warning, so I could make other plans. Told me as guests started to show up, he knows I am working. I don’t care about the party, just give [...]

cabin fever

I can’t take the snow anymore. Or the cold, cold, cold weather we’ve had all month. We just got another foot two days ago, and its a blizzard outside again.
I don’t ever remember being this irritated by the weather before. I am alone here?
The funny this is, I can handle snow when its not -20C [...]

stressed out, i am

Had a job interview today.
It went well. Very well.
However there are complications…restrictions…with funding…that is making me hit my head against the wall.
Fist shake to you universe. Fist shake.

i hate salt

has it always been this cold here? did i forget while i was away?
its bloody cold…and i am glad to be going to a warmer locale soon.
i feel like i’m stuck between what i was becoming and who i was before…
welcome, quarter-life crisis.
know what word i am enjoying?
visceral.
words you’ve taken to lately?

i could sleep forever these days because in my dreams i see you again

bah!
i hate using a mouse on the computer. and for the past three years i haven’t had to, whilst laptopping. i have one of those slide touch things, which i heart. perhaps i wouldn’t hate the mouse so much if it was just a plain scroll. but the one i’m using now – moves i [...]

music the great communicator, use two sticks to make it in the nature

I’ve had a few friends remark this weekend how I have very good patience, and that I’m a very forgiving person. Not at all bad compliments but, you see, I’m not so good with the compliments and the patience one always throws me. I just laugh, and shrug, and attribute it to in living in [...]

but what you break is what you get, you wake up in the bed you make, I think you made a big mistake

Have you ever reached a place, not exactly knowing how it is you got there?
 
Take that on whatever level you want.
 
I don’t know how I got to work this morning. Somewhat concerning, considering I drive on a 400 series highway.
 
So many things are swimming through my head at the moment. So much is going on [...]

idiotsticks

Is it too much to ask for people to think before they speak?
I’m all for the random thought, or tangent, but I still manage to process my words and check to see if there is, umm, a better time to say said words. If that is the case, I think inside. Okay, I’ve made a [...]